tre2000zx2
04-23-2008, 08:21 PM
Aight guys here goes... since in need to up my post count and its mostly guys here who will understand..this is better than myspace...
Here's the deal just to get ya up to speed.. I'm 28yo great job, fully self sufficient, have my own home, 5 vehicles ..no debt.. a college degree.. no kids so thus no baby momma drama.... can carry on an intelligent conversation but at the same time I can act goofy as some put it but I try NOT to stress over things especially my past which is rather bumpy in the relationship department.
Recently I met a girl I used to go to high school with. Didn't realize who she was at first as its been almost 10 yrs. Realized QUICKLY who each other were.. We went out a few times and found out she used to be big into me and i was into here .but she was with a friend of mine and i was with one of her friends. typical high school stuff ya know.. 2 weekends ago we went out double with my best friend and his g/f. She and I came back to my house things got heated I get her off ... BUT she was raggin so...PASS... maybe next time.. All is good.. fast forward..... this past Saturday I go to her apt. we go out to dinner ... come back to her place ... We talk a lil bit mainly about how I USED to be .. inevitably ..the question of the ROSTER comes up ... she ask my how many... NOW I COULD LIE.... or I can tell the truth.. I think well dang..she's into me I'm into her ...I'd like to see where this leads long term ...SOOOOO... I tell the TRUTH... I tell her how I used to be ...she knows all this....tell her how in 04 after my bike wreck almost killed me I changed up a LOT of my life ... quit sleeping with everything get checked every year since for any std's and settled down my wild stupid side... She SEEMS cool.... she even says that she thought my roster would be 50+ ...aight.. think about this ..if she thought my roster was 50+ WHY THE FU*K would she have been ready to get some the weekend before and have been cool with it?? AND MORE SO... Why AFTER this conversation did she let me get HER off with my foreplay then today tell me that "WELL I'M SCARED TO BE WITH YOU ANYHOW CUZ OF HOW MANY GIRLS YOU'VE BEEN WITH" WTF???? you knew BEFORE all this how I WAS.. you even went into this Thinking the list would be LONGER ...now when its NOT you get all scared?? WTF?? !!!
Yet ANOTHER stupid female who holds EVERY mistake we've made previously against us FOREVER!! mind you shes entitled to feel however she wants but she SHOULD have been upfront and honest and not wasted my time.. Its not about the sex .. I really wanted to see where this was gonna lead.. She thought it was gonna be WORSE than it was and yet STILL proceeded to pursue the dating then pulls back when it was ACTUALLY BETTER than she had thought..what kinda BACKWARDS Azz logic is THAT??!!!!!!!!!!!! that is all.... please comment away and forgive the long-winded vent...thank you and in case it gets asked... my roster was half what she thought it would be...:mad:
Here's the deal just to get ya up to speed.. I'm 28yo great job, fully self sufficient, have my own home, 5 vehicles ..no debt.. a college degree.. no kids so thus no baby momma drama.... can carry on an intelligent conversation but at the same time I can act goofy as some put it but I try NOT to stress over things especially my past which is rather bumpy in the relationship department.
Recently I met a girl I used to go to high school with. Didn't realize who she was at first as its been almost 10 yrs. Realized QUICKLY who each other were.. We went out a few times and found out she used to be big into me and i was into here .but she was with a friend of mine and i was with one of her friends. typical high school stuff ya know.. 2 weekends ago we went out double with my best friend and his g/f. She and I came back to my house things got heated I get her off ... BUT she was raggin so...PASS... maybe next time.. All is good.. fast forward..... this past Saturday I go to her apt. we go out to dinner ... come back to her place ... We talk a lil bit mainly about how I USED to be .. inevitably ..the question of the ROSTER comes up ... she ask my how many... NOW I COULD LIE.... or I can tell the truth.. I think well dang..she's into me I'm into her ...I'd like to see where this leads long term ...SOOOOO... I tell the TRUTH... I tell her how I used to be ...she knows all this....tell her how in 04 after my bike wreck almost killed me I changed up a LOT of my life ... quit sleeping with everything get checked every year since for any std's and settled down my wild stupid side... She SEEMS cool.... she even says that she thought my roster would be 50+ ...aight.. think about this ..if she thought my roster was 50+ WHY THE FU*K would she have been ready to get some the weekend before and have been cool with it?? AND MORE SO... Why AFTER this conversation did she let me get HER off with my foreplay then today tell me that "WELL I'M SCARED TO BE WITH YOU ANYHOW CUZ OF HOW MANY GIRLS YOU'VE BEEN WITH" WTF???? you knew BEFORE all this how I WAS.. you even went into this Thinking the list would be LONGER ...now when its NOT you get all scared?? WTF?? !!!
Yet ANOTHER stupid female who holds EVERY mistake we've made previously against us FOREVER!! mind you shes entitled to feel however she wants but she SHOULD have been upfront and honest and not wasted my time.. Its not about the sex .. I really wanted to see where this was gonna lead.. She thought it was gonna be WORSE than it was and yet STILL proceeded to pursue the dating then pulls back when it was ACTUALLY BETTER than she had thought..what kinda BACKWARDS Azz logic is THAT??!!!!!!!!!!!! that is all.... please comment away and forgive the long-winded vent...thank you and in case it gets asked... my roster was half what she thought it would be...:mad: